Motivation

I can feel that everything has entangled each other. 

My life isn't as happy as before. Boring.

My study has no great progress, yet still confuse what should i do, what is my objective. The supervisor has never been helpful nor giving me ideas.

Bff is far. He does not understand what i want, only what he wants. I prefer calm and planned. But seems world is more important. 

I have no friends to hang out with. Most of them has started their own family. I did make new friends but there is barrier between us. 

My life Monday to Friday is lonely. Computer and papers are my accompanies. Weekend I share loves with peoples' kids. 

I don't know what will happen tomorrow. 

I don't put hope. I've stopped dreaming. I just let Allah to guide me.